The unreported price of war

April 11, 2013

By Natricia Duncan

The occurrence of post-traumatic stress disorder (PTSD) amongst soldiers is being downplayed, claims author and former Territorial Army soldier Jake Wood.

“When I got back from Afghan we had this briefing and it said that 99.9 per cent of soldiers will not suffer from PTSD. Clearly that’s bollocks” he said in a Frontline Club discussion on Wednesday 10 April: Soldiers’ Traumas – From World War Two to Afghanistan.

Frontline Club founder Vaughan Smith referred to PTSD as the “unreported or underreported suffering of war.”


 Frontline Club founder Vaughan Smith (left), Jake Wood (centre), Charles Glass (right)

During the discussion, led by Smith, Wood shared emotionally charged excerpts from his book Among You, which describes his experiences as a soldier in Afghanistan and Iraq, and his battle with chronic PTSD.


Wood, who worked in parallel as a business analyst, claims returning home and not being able to disconnect from the reality of war was the final trigger for his PTSD. He also spoke about feeling guilty for surviving and for his actions whilst he was fighting:

“I may alienate a few people here when I say this, but when I went to Afghanistan I wanted to kill.”

War related PTSD has been linked to desertion – an issue which veteran journalist and author of Deserter, Charles Glass, said is not being dealt with.

According to Glass, the Ministry of Defence refused to reveal current desertion rates, and his book examines the previously suppressed story of the 150, 000 US and UK deserters in the Second World War.

“It is part of a deliberate historic amnesia to take this out of the narrative, so what I was trying to do was to put it back into the narrative.”


Audience member Stephenie Stockley gave a poignant account of her 94 year old father’s desertion in the Second World War. She spoke about the fight to get him a pardon and of the negative impact of his 70 year battle with PTSD on her family.

Another attendee described Glass’ book as “an incredible way of persuading people to not join the army” and raised the question about modern conflict resolution.

In response Glass criticised leaders, who had no first hand war experience, for making decisions to start battles without truly considering the consequences.

“It was very easy for them to regard the army as a tool for their policies… but perhaps if they had had the experience they would have thought twice about what they were going to be doing to the people at the receiving end…as well as to people like Jake who come back shattered.”

Wood received treatment from the army for three and half years, but feels he never recovered from his PTSD.  As a consequence he lost his banking career and was forced to endure a legal battle to get his soldier’s pension.

He also talked about the breakup of his relationship and his desire for companionship.

“I know that I would like a partner again, that I could learn to love… and she can maybe learn to love me.”

Wood hopes to continue writing.

Watch the full discussion:


2 thoughts on “The unreported price of war”

  1. Love says:

    Great job Trish, so proud of you.. keep the good job up.

  2. Unfortunately I couldn’t be at the talk as I was in Bosnia working with ex soldiers there with PTSD. We are able to use different methods to the ones usually used by more mainstream organisations, with good results, and I wish the NOG’s and NHS would be more open to new methods that actually work.

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